From the Diary of Vestaby Susan Slaviero(After Kay Steventon's Spiral Tarot) i. What draws me to this hollow is the (barren) rockbed, empty as a church on a Friday night. A flame burns (here) in my sternum, that spinster’s firebone where the chambers of my black pruneheart contract like wizened fruit. So many lamps to be lit: farmhouses, temples, suburban split-levels. The label reads IX, the number of impossible tasks undone in darkness. See how my dress twists around my thigh, binding? There’s a small green snake in my left hand. I can hold him with only three fingers. I’ve always been barefoot, blueveiled, a sun behind glass, swinging somewhere in the open. Stop. Burn here, in this strange, loose place. ii. The label reads The Hermit, but I imagine women just outside the frame, picking apart their braids among the dry nettles, telling red stories. Somewhere, a daughter is calling out that the cows are dry, the wheat, infected. You are a ghost, she says, thin as a willow switch. But when she reaches for me, pebbles drop from her fingers. There’s a spider in her mouth, weaving her tongue shut and torso-withered. She carries a scream in her pocket. She feels sorry for the dead, the way they smell of oil and oleander. © 2008 by Susan Slaviero. All rights reserved. |