WHISTLING SHADE


The Father’s Gift, 1918

by Alice Dugan

He was proud of the Christmas gift pony,

who grazed with his milkers, he a brown shirker  

among black and white milkers, each of whom

saw her duty clear and paid her rent.

 

The Christmas gift pony was named Buster,

given with harness with buggy with hope;

crop prices good, the boys enough grown

to work. If the pony was not quite the pet

 

they wanted, did they ever tell—how Buster

stopped to chomp on grass and Peg with her

jam sandwich packed, piano lesson next town over,

couldn’t get him going again?

 

Try to catch him, ride out to get the cows—

he hid. Try to saddle him, Buster sucked

in a barrel of air which he’d hold and hold

and hold until the last tug of cinch

 

and then let go and the saddle slid.  Buster

was not loved. Who knows how he died. At night

the father did his books: if he bought a toothpick

he wrote it down. Maybe he entered Buster

 

as a loss. He prayed for health and prosperity.

He was proud of the way his books looked.